no mood.. ytd Mr F kanna 24hrs terminated cos tio cust complain.. and tat customer is Mr L's cousin lor!! although Mr F is ABIT useless, but among the blacklisted ppl, he consider the best liao.. at least if cust call and complain, he can help to shield mah.. den when Ms S told me tat boss wan terminate him, i went MIA at staircase for some time.. cos too emo liao.. dun wan to stay in office to face all these.. den when i come back, they say boss keep looking for me, den they tell him i go toilet lols.. Ms S ask me to prepare the termination letter.. den i got mixed feelings lor..and she even ask me to acc her to meet Mr F and tok to him abt it.. i rejected her cos i sure will break down T.T and hor.. tat stupid Mr L is TEMPORARY TAKING OVER his position!!!! wtf sia.. this kind of ppl.. i got to work under him.. normally i dun even wan to face him and nw got to keep liaising wif him... juz nw tok to him i really cant stand it~~ and the day before, i juz argued wif him, to tell him to liaise wif my mgr and not me =.= ROARRR i dunno how to survive in this company anymore... this morning is boss plan today's arrangement for him de.. he juz stand there only.. he is really a YES man.. everything tat boss say, he only agree ZZZ

*hoping to be terminated immediately*

this post quite short hor? cos dunno wat to say liao T.T

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am back~ sat went 7th uncle hse at katong there.. cos got gathering/mahjong session. mummy and kor cant make it cos got another event need them to go. so i got to acc daddy to uncle hse lor. brought along laptop thinking tat i will be very sian there cos i nv play mahjong. reached there, my 2 aunties 'open table' to play cards and ask me join :D den stop for lunch break, and continue.. at first keep winning den in the noon i tired liao so cant concentrate and lose T.T den i stop and went upstairs wanted to online.. on laptop, search for connection, kaoz all nd pw de.. den uncle not ard so nobody noe the pw.. diaoz lor i bring this so heavy end up cant play zzz den i tok on fone, rest, and start dinner.. den all sit dwn chit chat watch campus superstar.. but hor cant hear them sing cos the kids very noisy =.= so i gif up and walk here walk there :D den jiu go hm le.. this is how i spend my lonely sat...

today at work so many things happen sia.. first, theres a mantrapped in 1 of the jobsite, den i call one of the engineer, Mr M, to go dwn.. he gave alot of excuses cos he dun wan to attend.. wth lor.. so wat if u r boss's baobei? it's so unfair ROARR... den my mgr Mr F, haiz.. dunno wat to say lah.. everything oso dunno, everytime ask me how how how?? den anyhow promise customer things and nw cant complete ROARR.. and tat STUPID COMPLAIN KING, Mr L, suppose to do sale full time, but always doing nuting.. only noe how to complain ppl.. say we always late, he got to open door, as if he nv late before.. first to come oso dunno how to ans fone calls.. dunno got wat use lor ROARRR.. den my another mgr, Ms S, only noe how to use mouth but nv use brain.. boss wan us to go lunch at 12.30 everyday, den juz nw we went at 1.15pm cos too many calls till we cant divert the calls to our fone.. den nd to settle some urgent matters mah.. but the stupid boss and Ms S keep calling us when we r eating and ask y we go so late? y cant juz divert calls? wtf lor.. we suppose to haf 1 hr lunch time, but we still got to divert office calls to our hp in case got breakdown or mantrapped.. den everytime boss and mgrs they all will call to ask some bo liao question.. everyday got NO PEACEFUL LUNCH.. den nw we go lunch late oso is becos of work mah.. like tat oso kanna? so angry lor~ ARGHHHH!!!!

another 6mths to endure.. omg lah.. if everyday like tat, i will tender immediately lor.. but still got 1 mth notice T.T

such a long post... but juz nd to vent my anger lah.. heez :D

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Back for updates.. sat went to sha sha 2^nd birthday (lovelynne’s daughter) meeting rob, gladys and sarah at tamp, and I bring ger along haha.. den she keep calling me mami as usual den gladys keep giving me a weird look =.= took cab to ger’s hse and pick her den go rob’s hse to wait for gladys they all to fetch us.. reached there 8+, den the food like almost empty le T.T we was so hungry lor.. but the spaghetti very hard, and the steak hor, fork cant poke de.. so I only like the grilled fish cos soft soft :D after tat we all went to simpang bedok for prata.. actually me and ger full le but the aunties still hungry haha.. den end up we 2 share a thosai? Inside got potato de.. and a egg prata.. very nice lor~~

After tat yutai come find us, ordered mee goreng for him but he say not nice de.. den rob bu xiao xin splash ger’s ice milo on ger cos she the cup is being blocked..haha den I first time c rob so gan chiong keep saying sry.. funny leh :X den we like separate into 2 groups, me ger and yutai 1 group, den the 3 aunties 1 group wahahahaha.. after tat went shop and save cos yutai wan buy drink.. den we discussing where to go and walk to tanah merah station and take cab to bugis =.= abit stupid hor? Walk so far out and take cab :X inside cab, ger was slping, den yutai and me toking.. den reached bugis we went lan to audi, den after a while, ger say tat idiot drunk so nd go dwn find him.. den me and yutai look at each other dunno wat to say.. so after she left, we went maple..

Hrs later, ger called saying she in his hse and cant find the keys to get out… and she oso dun wan to get out lor wan to wait till morning =.= cos something happen between them but not convenient to say out :X anyway, me and yutai wanted to go his hse but we only noe is farrer park zz.. den we did something stupid lah which I nw think liao oso malu :X we called hanwei he oso dun haf the address, so we walk ard trying to find phone book but cant find, den yutai say his hse got, so we go his hse.. but dunno y cant find the phone book, so we find from internet yellow pages, frenster and blog… juz imagine, we only noe is near farrer park mrt and noe is surname, like tat can find? ZZzzz tat time already 5plus in the morning.. find till 6plus I bth liao.. lie my head on table and fall aslp :X den ger say she dunno wat time den can get out.. den we oso dunno wan wait till want time, den yutai de mummy like abit angry lor.. so I paiseh to stay there le.. so I go hm and reached hm abt 7am.. so tired~~ end up get nuting T.T

So hor, baobei ger, I tell u ah, if u still think abt tat idiot, I will kik ni de lor~ f3

Let the past to pass and look forward to the future k? u still got ur 2^nd family wor~ muackk

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on the most rite is my upper tooth which is extracted whole piece, others is all lower tooth which is cut to many pieces in order to extract....

after tat i went explande to meet ger.. while waiting for her, i went to the sea and enjoy the wind :D nice feeling.. but i only sit awhile jiu rain le so i went hiding =.= den she come but still raining, so we walk to marina sq cos got shelter.. den nuting to do so we went to buy tix for 881.. show at 4.10.. so frm 2 to 3plus we was sitting at staircase reading novels lols den so quiet till ger bth.. so we walk to explanade again,went to the rooftop but suddenly so hot so we went back marina zzz den abt 4 we went to buy popcorns.. i wanted to eat nachos~~ but cant T.T so bought cup corn.. den i eat dao hen xin ku.. 3pieces at a time.. den so salty oso =.= the show so funny den i keep luffing till my mouth very pain T.T and got to keep drinking my ice tea cos bleeding and i taste blood yucks~ and tat painkiller hor, like no use leh.. doc say 3 times a day but i ate like 5 or 6 times :X keep depending on painkillers zzz

den wed and today whole day at hm mapling and auding... and these few days my meals so boring.. porridge, salted egg, tofu and yogurt zzz omg i miss kfc, mac, prata, crackers.......

kk i go le~ bb all :D will try to blog more often..

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back again.. so many days din blog cos nuting much to update? or i lazy? :X anyway on ND we went cousin Yvonne hse for gathering @ The Shelford (Bukit timah there) omg!~~ so nice sia~ got personal lift and penthouse somemore =.= the pool got so many ang mohs wahaha.. how i wish i can stay there =.=

den i suppose to meet ger and yutai they all at marina south to c fireworks.. went off at 6+ cos finally get daddy to send me there zz.. almost reaching there and got HEAVY TRAFFIC JAM den parents keep persuading me to gif up.. so i bo bian lor.. go hm lor T.T if i noe, i take train better at least wun jam, but will late lah.. den reached hm i damn bad mood lors.. somemore reached hm open door jiu saw tat bitch.. and they watching NDP~~ den i so angry.. den went inside parents rm, mummy oso on tv watch NDP~ omg~ den i shouted and say go outside watch lah i dun wan watch!!! =.= cos very angry and sad tat i cant watch fireworks rl mah.. sob.. den i stay in my rm play psp.. no one entertain me cos all celebrating outside T.T den i hear tat bitch went hm liao so i go out play audi..

den fri went chinatown wif xin and BE.. cos BE wan buy perfume.. but dun haf wat she wans.. den xin go replenish her shampoo etc.. den we went OG and shop shop.. den sat and sun i was at hm chionging back maple~~~ cos wanton told me tat stupid bear is back to maple and wanted to chase our lvl.. and we bu gan yuan let him chase lor.. stupid fellow y muz come back when i juz quit.. ROARRR but i will still audi sometimes lah..

AND HOR tmr is 14 aug~~~~ which i waited very long for this day~~ WISDOM TOOTH EXTRACTION DAY!!omg~ i dunno y i so excited abt it.. will be painful and cant tok for days leh T.T but i still happy cos no nd to work no nd to face boss~~ BUT HOR~ my boss went oversea today till sat T.T so sway~ i gone he oso gone! sianzzz..anyway, those wan tok to me de today is last day le~~wahahahaa~ i crazy le cos 30 more mins jiu can go hm le~~ hehe lalalalala~ miss me jiu sms me bahz! i will be at hm mapling and auding ^.^

such a long post :D

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on mon, ger try calling qing wa's hp and guess wat? HE PICK UP!!!!!! wth! meaning tat all along we have been fooled! dun understand y the hell he muz act MIA and maybe the 'sister' tat i smsing is HIM!. felt betrayed... all the while have been worrying and feeling guilty for nuting..nw think back, i am behaving like a idiot =.= AND I HATE HIM FOR TAT! so, dun do this to me or i will oso hate u~

tues meet ger, wanton and jiali to bugis AGAIN~ wanted to eat long john (as usual) but no seats.. so we went BK instead.. den they start saying ghost stories while eating.. den i keep imagining T.T after eating, we went to lan.. tat shop is only for members but we nv bring card oso can play cos he rem us :D we only play audi for 1 hr, den jiali went take bus, 3 of us take train hm =)

ytd reach hm 7plus, watch tv, bath, and i fall aslp at ard 9.... and slp till 6.45am.. AND TODAY IS HOLIDAY~~ arghhhh!! i always wake up early during weekends and PH but if normal days, i cant wake up =.= anyway, got to go cousin hse dunno for wat :X den after tat c how ba.

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sat accompany parents to tampines mall for massage, mummy spreeing @ metro cos got closing down sales and cos i paying for it =.= went hm slp, den at nite meet the 4 gers to clubbing.. wanted to go 'clinic' but seems not nice so we went back to our usual place, dbl o.. no table for us so we was standing @ 1 corner to drink volka orange and lychee martini.. @ 12, we start to go dancefloor.. but keep kanna bump cos too squeezy le... @ 1plus we went dwnstair to rest cos tired le.. den go up continue to 2plus and we went for prata @ tanjong pagar, and went hm.

ytd watch harry potter successfully wif xin and be, after tat me and be went singpost to shop. heard tat there's alot of bags there.. but end up disappointed.. so went to eat korean food @ food court den go This Fashion and i bought 4 tops. Reached hm 11plus, bath and went to slp..

last fri i sms angela (qing wa's 2nd meimei) asking whether any news, she din reply.. this morning i sms again.. yiwen (his 1st meimei) replied, saying still cant find him..and oso ask y i make her kor become like tat.. i really really dun mean it de.. but they refuse to listen..tried calling his hse no one pick up.. i noe nw regret is too late le but there is nuting i can do! i dunno where he will go! only can wait for some gd news.. if they will inf me..

pls call me....

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rec a sms frm qing wa's god sis using qing wa's hp saying tat he have been missing for 4days, din go hm nor go work.. shocking news.. feeling guilty cos i quarrel wif him on sun..exchanging few sms wif her, i told her tat we quarrelled, she say no wonder her kor so sad during work on sun... y the hell i wan to argue wif him? and his god sis seems like blaming me causing her kor to be like tat.. wo bu shi gu yi de T.T i dunno will have such a big impact on him.. sun nite trying to tok to him but cant get him.. these few days din sms or call him cos i tot he still angry.. till this morning den i noe the truth..

meiyan's death in apr due to car accident, lionel's death in jun due to bike racing.. dun wan 1 more pls.. cant do anything nw.. only can pray tat u r safe and come back soon... i am sry...........

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went to meet yun at thiong bahru plaza ytd.. ate raman at biefu?? i only req for 2 chilli but is damn spicy sia.. haf to keep drinking yun soup to 'balance' it lols.. den went SK and bought a pendant @ $209 w/chain.. is heart heart de~~ hehez.. but showed xin juz nw.. she say dun look like frm SK, more frm perlini's T.T so sad.. nvm~ save money buy another one more mature de =.=

and yun, i noe u r reading this.. i seldom maple liao.. so dun push daren to me again~~ we bu pei~ :X like tat very malu de.. although he is MUCH better den richard haha~ dun show them my blog hor!

juz nw login maple awhile.. suddenly bo mood again.. den someone say got new sg map.. so go in c c lor.. den saw ger and aiai arguing.. more mood swing.. y muz so many thing happen de.. got ppl told me before, mapling is juz a game to destress, and to relax & enjoy.. but i feel more stress to mapling nwadays.. so i rather dun login? haiz.. dunno lah.. go slp le nite nite^^

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omg.. dunno y i suddenly feel so lost these few days.. din maple din audi.. reached hm juz watch tv, read novels, sometimes tok on fone, and slp..

tot last time i got no life cos keep chionging maple.. alot of ppl keep telling me dun only mapling, will make me no life.. den nw, more worst.. last time at least got some motivations but nw no more..

ytd reached hm, watch tv, on msn chat awhile den off com le.. nv even think of logging in maple c c look look =.= din play psp oso.. wats wrong wif me?? feel like nuting to do at hm le zzz i always tot tat i love to rot.. but nw..... y i become like tat?

so stressed up @ work... nw the only thing to destress is msn and online shopping :X

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em0o-ling
ChRiStiNe/liNg
22th June 1984
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to haf tons of $$
a new watch
PSP
DS
ipod nano
maple lvl 120
audi lvl 19
a black colour bag
a full length mirror in my rm
to pass my license
to go more holidays
to decrease my emo-ness