doing nuting nw.. juz had a nap and nw stoning..

boss asked me to go china wif engineer for 1-2 weeks. but til nw haven cfm date. i booked my lessons till end nov le, and frm 1st oct, there will be no refund for cancellations regardless of how early u cancel.. stupid rite!!! wat kind of rules is tat?? and my 2nd, 3rd and 4th week of oct is flooded =( going first aid class, practical lessons, and going phuket.

my practical test is in dec, but.... i got no confident at all! nwadays felt stressed in mapling.. mapling is supposed to relieve stress but.. it is making us more stress! causing ppl to argue, quarrels...

back to stoning..

was feeling down since thurs nite..

my fren whom we have not been contacting for quite sometime called, when i was waiting for zak, to infrom tat J passed away on tat day. i stunned for a min and asked her the cause of death which she says she not sure but he took long leave, might be due to sickness..

we were together for 2yrs plus?? could not recall.. din really contact for the last 1yr plus... thou he did msn, call, sms me.. but i juz simply ignore..come to think of it, he din contact me for the past few mths. looked thru our fotos, all the memories came back.. thou he really hurted me, but there r still happy moments.. thanks to him tat i learned some things.. guess he stil din noe the reason behind our breakup ba.. till nw, it is still a mystery whether he really have a wife/another gf during tat period.. but, is not impt nw..

funny, wanted to go to the wake.. but i din noe where he live! cant find the info in newspaper either.. so, guess is fated =) happy advanced birthday to u... 8th sept

Labels: feeling lost.. thanx for all the happy and unhappy memories..

em0o-ling
ChRiStiNe/liNg
22th June 1984
CaNcEriAn
l0vEs t0 sLeeP
wEsT pArT 0f s'p0rE
msn:pandaz84@hotmail.com

to haf tons of $$
a new watch
PSP
DS
ipod nano
maple lvl 120
audi lvl 19
a black colour bag
a full length mirror in my rm
to pass my license
to go more holidays
to decrease my emo-ness