hurting day
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
so long din blog over here...
was sad since ytd... realized my buddy lied to me AGAIN.. i am really very tired.. of noeing the truth from others, from elsewhere which i dun wanna noe at all. i rather not finding out that she hurt me again... y muz u lie to me? if u have difficulties in telling me the truth, den dun tell! i rather u dun tell than u keep lying.. and create more lies to cover the old ones! u r getting more and more fake.. we have been frens for more den 10yrs and this is wat i get? lol..
this morning, someone told me that others asking him to becareful of his words when talking to me... cos i am over sensitive.. ok, i did argued with 1 of them cos i felt tat her words are all accussing me. saying me childish when the topic we r talking abt is nuting to do with that and is all becos she got the wrong idea. saying i am out of the topic when i was actually in tat scenerio but she wasn't. but things are ok nw. we still chat, still meet up. until today.. wat i heard was really hurting when i was told it was OTHERS! meaning more den 1 person think tat talking to me is a hard task? my tears juz flow out like tat when he told me all these.. i tot we r close frens.. i tot they noe wat kind of person i am.. i tot? is juz all my assummings! am i really so sensitive? will it be better if i dun meet them anymore? at least if wun be so xin ku as they dun have to talk to me i guess? i dunno whu to turn to....i dun wanna login.. i dunno wat i can do nw.. can u tell me? where r u?
^^cat^^